Moral: Don't think that it can't happen to you! Also, don't judge because you never know what's around the corner.
Gett Off
My two daughters think I finally need to start dating after gettind divorced. They think I'm ready. I'm not so sure. We'll see what happens. BTW, they decided to set me up with my neighbor...without telling me...
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
21 Night Stand
Moral: Don't think that it can't happen to you! Also, don't judge because you never know what's around the corner.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
I Hate U!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Count The Days
I'm beat. I had to be up at 5:30 am to get home and get the girls off to school. I wish I could've come home to sleep, but I had work to do, so I didn't get to. But now, I'm ready.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
A Woman`s Gotta Have It
Tonight, we're having dinner and a movie ("Avatar") but I'm not looking forward to it because "Avatar" sucks ass!! I am looking forward to family time though. I'm making stir-fry, fried rice and sake. I love Dontaue, Mike (Mike's son) and of course Mike. He loves Chiara, Brianne and of course me!
Last night was Bi-Racial Brady Bunch family night too. We watched the first 9m4d3h of "Avatar", ate pizza, wings and had Smirnoff and candy. I'm happy that I didn't fall asleep watching the movie (OK, I was hoping I would fall asleep watching the movie. I tried everything in my powers to fall asleep but I was so cold, I couldn't.)
Well, I need to start dinner. I wish I had Tylenol PM...
Monday, April 12, 2010
I Wanna Tell U A Bedtime Story Baby
About a boy
And all their joy
All the joy they show each other
How to stay in love
How to stay so happy
So many things
So many things
I'm gonna do.
I kind of like the days when Mike is too tired to do anything but sleep because we have deep, meaningful conversations then. Not that we don't talk otherwise, but then there's no expectation of anything else, so we just enjoy talking to each other. Don't get me wrong, the sex is mind-blowing! I don't want to get to a place where we stop talking, learning and growning. I keep stressing that to him so that he knows that I don't want things to go wrong between us. He really is the perfect man for me and after waiting so long for God to bring him into my life, I want him here with me, forever. I mean, really, that's not too much to ask, is it?
I know that Mike won't be like that because he is so hands on with his sons and daughter and even with my two girls. Shoot, if it wasn't for them, we wouldn't even be together. I need to thank them every day! It feels good to be in love. Finally in love and not lust or obligation. I love Mike with everything and he loves me right back!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
I'm So Excited
He is a complete 180 from the kind of guy I usually date. He treats me like a queen. He always tells me how beautiful I am and how much he loves having me in his life. Yes, he's even said those, three words, "I love you." I was a little skeptical of hearing it because it is so unlike my previous relationship. I told him that it freaked me out, especially when he said it while we were making love. But, when he kept saying it, outside of the bedroom, then I got used to it.
He just goes above and beyond what I have ever had. I told him that I'm not used to being taken care of and that's what he does. He had to sit me down and say, "Listen, I'm not going anywhere. I'm never going to hit you and while I can't promise we won't fight, because we will, I don't ever want to lose you." What?? I'm was blown away. An adult relationship where I can feel free to talk and not be in fear of being beat? This is what I've been waiting for!
So, when he asked me to move in with him, I said yes. I enjoyed being a wife, when things were good, and while those days were few and far between (he couldn't fit me in while he was cheating and doing drugs!) I want that again. I told Mike to expect a lot from me because I enjoy cooking and cleaning, doing laundry, etc. Plus he works 14-16 hour days and why should he have to come home and do those things?
Finally, my life seems to be going in the right direction. God really does answer your prayers when you're patient.
Pink Cashmere
Thursday, April 1, 2010
I LOVE YOU! WTF?!
Even with the verbal slip of the tongue, we still ended up having a great time. Yes, I really like him, but I'm not at the love stage yet because I don't know him well enough.
Pink Cashmere